Thursday, September 21, 2006

"Breath of Eternity on Your Lips" Part 2

"...(T)hey're (President Bush and Donald Rumsfeld) getting out there and they're beating this drum, to drown out, as they did in 2002, to drown out other -- in that case it was Enron. Now we have another situation, so it's this war on terror, boom, boom, boom. Drown out the reality of what's really happening." -- Sean Penn, on Larry King Live September 14, 2006

"Radical Christianity is just as threatening as radical Islam in a country like America." -- Rosie O'Donnell, on The View September 12, 2006

"The NBC television network is still making up its mind about whether it will allow pop star Madonna to stage a mock crucifixion on its airwaves as part of her upcoming prime-time concert special." -- Reuters News Service September 19, 2006

The Bruce Springsteen song to which this blog's title and my last posted referred continues to be the soundtrack of my life to and from work, in spite of Blair's heartfelt recommendation I upgrade to Classic Soul Ballads by Time Life. I have decided the lyrics about the bomb preparation and suicide/homicide bombing in a "crowded marketplace" are dishonest by omission. Granted, it would have been difficult to include "nails and ball bearings" in the line about what gets put into the backpack, in part because that would be too many words and in part because it makes the scene less sympathetic. Nevertheless, nails and ball bearings are symbols of terror's devotion to maximizing suffering and pain and death, so leaving them out omits a critical element of the event.

Hezbollah’s “spiritual” head, Hassan Nasrallah gave voice to the terrorists' rationale for such actions when he said: “The Jews love life, so that is what we shall take away from them. We are going to win because they love life and we love death.” In Iraq, Afghanistan and Lebanon, those who "love death" hide among civilians because they know those who "love life" get more outraged over innocent civilian deaths than the fact that terrorists are fighting from behind civilians in the first place. They are right, which worries me, because they might be right about winning this war, too.

Yet I can't get too upset about musicians', actors' and authors' disdain for the War on Terror. They are, after all, artists, and their "calling" is to point to that which is beautiful and transcendant through their words, their music and their acting. War is a horror which only a madman would seek or desire, so it is an easy target for those devoted to beauty. [How mocking the crucifixion is either beautiful or transcendant I cannot fathom, but imagine the bloodshed and violence that will erupt throughout the United States once Rosie's imagined "radical Christians" take to the streets.]

And yet we cannot hide from the fact that we live in a time of war that was, as our President has said, "begun on the timing and terms of others". By "others" he meant madmen who hate life, I say, uneasily...

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

"Breath of Eternity on Your Lips"

Though it was released in 1992, I have just recently been listening to Bruce Springsteen's "The Rising" cd. I can't stop playing the song "Paradise", which has a haunting, acoustic sound behind words which I can't shake. Most troubling in this first person account of a terrorist's suicide/homocide bombing is the first verse:
Where the river runs to black,
I take the school books from your pack.
Plastics, wire and your kiss -
Breath of eternity on your lips.
In the crowded marketplace.
I drift from face to face.
I hold my breath and close my eyes.
I hold my breath and close my eyes.
And I wait for paradise.
And I wait for paradise.

I have been feeling blue lately as it is and now this song has really struck some sort of melancholy chord in me. There is an uneasiness in my life right now, which doesn't just involve the usual elements - work, kids, money - but which is literally global. Peggy Noonan wrote a column last year about her growing sense that "tough history is coming," and I have that sense right now, too. And it distresses me though I don't think there is anything I can do about it.

I support the War on Terror, and have from the beginning, but I am deeply troubled by it. I've called pacifism a "cheap virtue" because it's so easy to say you oppose warfare from behind a line of rough men and women prepared to do violence on your behalf. But my support for our war in Iraq and Afghanistan is no less cheap, because those actions have required great sacrifices - but none by me personally. I've never known the terror of a night patrol in a hostile area. I don't have to reconcile my humanity with the necessity to use deadly force for the sake of my mission. I've lost no sleep worried about the safety of a loved one in harm's way. But I worry that a time of such sacrificing may be in store for me, my family, my city.

I remember drills in grade school to prepare us for a nuclear attack by the Soviet Union, but don't remember actually being afraid. I've got an uneasy feeling now I never had then, probably because I don't have just myself to worry about.

So there you go! Wait two months for me to post an update to this blog, and you get this dose of bad tasting medicine as your reward. So sorry!